My son got a new toy from grandpa! Its a foggy with huge green eyes :) can’t wait to give it to his adopted mom!

When you cant get to sleep cause you cant stop thinking about wanting a certain person a certain way. ;)

take me from home, teach me all the things you i dont know. like a lost child, you dont think i understand. its complex, a big mess. yet your smile doesnt reach your eyes. im not the little girl, who was far away from the big and scary world. it found me, hurt me and yet i still breath. i have my feet under me, my eyes in front of me, my heart open for the beating, but my mind is ready to leave at the first sight of injury. i would smile for you, only if my heart couldnt break. i try but i dont know if you can walk this road. its crumbled yet open to all things unknown. and all you say about my life choices come in a sound of distain. dont you get it? i love somebody and that somebody loves me and knows when something is wrong even when i try and hide it. sometimes i wish i was not as strong as i am. sometimes i wish i was a weak as i look yet the strength pushes me when when i dont want to push anymore. it knows there is a perfect future out there. as perfect as broken fairytale that is filled with smiles, humor, struggle and most of all love. and i know who i want with me

I didn’t even know about it! But then again I have an amazing wife so dating games aren’t really all that appealing to me.